looks in a mirror,
the only thing staring back her is her reflection.
Covers herself in pounds of makeup
and is still not satisfied with herself
rubs off the makeup
she is crying
thinks over and over
Just die you stupid b*tch!
struggles every morning out of bed.
She begs her mom to be homeschooled.
Prays everyday for God to take her away.
Crying silently on the way to school.
Puts a pretend smile on her face,
so her friends won't worry about her.
Does what she's told in class
Gets good reports from her teachers,
A pat on the back from her parents.
walks back home,constantly having arguments with herself
So what if you have good grades,you'll end up homeless,loser!!
sees couples walking home
in each other's arms
wants to be held like that,too.
But that'll never happen.
is back at her mirror,
she has a small knife.
cuts her wrist,bleeding.
She is crying hysterically.
Looks at herself,
She wants to see beautiful blue eyes.
Straight blonde hair,perfect hips,white skin.
But,all she sees is black nappy hair,
black tired eyes,acne and bumps all over.
Black skin and enormous lips.
This is why you're single!You're too black!
Hideous and ugly!You'll die alone!
is in her closet,
hanging by a rope.
has wrote a letter to her parents,
saying,"I'm so sorry"