This Girl

This girl
looks in a mirror,
the only thing staring back her is her reflection.
This girl
Covers herself in pounds of makeup
and is still not satisfied with herself
This girl
rubs off the makeup
she is crying
This girl 
thinks over and over 
Just die you stupid b*tch!

This girl 
struggles every morning out of bed.
She begs her mom to be homeschooled.
This girl
Prays everyday for God to take her away.
Crying silently on the way to school.
This girl
Puts a pretend smile on her face,
so her friends won't worry about her.
This girl
Does what she's told in class
perfect grades,too.
This girl
Gets good reports from her teachers,
A pat on the back from her parents.

This girl 
walks back home,constantly having arguments with herself
So what if you have good grades,you'll end up homeless,loser!!
This girl
sees couples walking home
in each other's arms
This girl
wants to be held like that,too.
But that'll never happen.

This girl
is back at her mirror,
she has a small knife.
This girl
cuts her wrist,bleeding.
She is crying hysterically.
This girl 
Looks at herself,
She wants to see beautiful blue eyes.
Straight blonde hair,perfect hips,white skin.
But,all she sees is black nappy hair,
black tired eyes,acne and bumps all over.
Black skin and enormous lips.

This is why you're single!You're too black!
Hideous and ugly!You'll die alone!

This girl
is in her closet,
hanging by a rope.

That girl 
has wrote a letter to her parents,
saying,"I'm so sorry"